I'm hoping to get the results of my blood test back soon. I had it a week ago exactly. I just need to know if something is wrong. I'm so damn sick of being this tired. There isn't even a reason for it today. I slept for nearly nine hours, I was worn out yesterday (I went to bed tired instead of going to bed because of the time or whatever), and I' ( Read more... )

I just watched Girl, Interrupted. I loved it. But it was probably not the best decision I've made in a while. Made especially worse by the fact that my mood is already quite vulnerable because I'm so tired and I just all over feel like crap, and I just wrote about all that stuff in "part one" (which I'm still planning a "part two" of, and possibly ( Read more... )

I'm having staying awake issues. I'm so damn tired. Not in the same way that the anti-depressants made me tired when I first started taking them though. Then I was tired all the time, I was never awake, always half asleep. I went to bed at 9pm and struggled to get out of bed at 9am when I didn't have to work. Now I'm awake all day, less tired but I ( Read more... )

I felt weird yesterday afternoon, because I had nothing absolutely pressing to do. I've read the Twilight series, although I am definately still obsessed with Bella and Edward. I need more! But I'm surviving. I'm reading Mark New Moon anyway, so I'm reading all four books twice in a short time frame anyway. I finished, well actually I did, my ( Read more... )

What goes up must come down. Or so the saying goes. At least that's how physics works for the toilet seat in Mum's house. There's even a sign there telling people to put the seat down. And when you throw a ball up, it hovers for a thousandth of a second and then comes back down. Not only did we learn this in science, but it's practical too. Call it ( Read more... )

should never have started, ain't that the way it always endsjimmy eat world

I think I've made a decision. I don't really want to put much faith in this thought, because I honestly can't tell how long it will last. It could stick, or I could be coming from a different perspective in half an hour. I haven't been so up and down lately, but I haven't ( Read more... )

Today feels weird. Kind of like it's not real. Kind of like a dream that I'm likely to wake up from any minute. I wish. It'd be nice to wake up somewhere different. As someone different.

I don't even feel down today. Sometimes I mope around the house all sad like. Today rather I'm just in a weird mood. I'm not down, but compared to happy people I am ( Read more... )